Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Break Beats, Not Hearts.

So, i was listening to J Dilla (my biggest musical influence). Track 27 "U-Love" off his infamous Donuts album. Pardon the briefing for those who have a certain reverence for Dilla like i do. Anyways, upon listening to this amazing instrumentation of Dilla's Soul, i began to think about my Girl. She frequently enters my mind when im listening to good, soulful, love inspired music. Although the track is one minute long, i kept it on repeat for almost ten minutes. I soon became oblivious to my surroundings, and at this point, i was in deep thought. Numerous things may have entered my mind, but She remained the focal. Although this wasn't my first realization of Love, and Loving her, i commenced to understand how delicate her Heart is, how powerful our Love is, and how fragile i'd feel without her. However, these feelings didn't propose fear. Paradoxically, i felt happy, and proud.

You see, our Love isn't judged by affection or attractiveness, (even though she's fine as fuck, and loves to do stuff to me). It is arbitrated by our boundless appreciation, understanding, satisfaction and our emotional bilateralism.

Conclusively, heart breaking, or being broken hearted isn't a fear of mine. Some of you may say im blinded, but she's got my eyes wide open, my third eye's got 20/20 vision. Trust, i've had a broken heart before, its bitter. But listening to this J Dilla "break beat" has epiphanized me. So with all this being said................................ BREAK BEATS NOT HEARTS!


asia kismet said...

eak! yay and sighfur enters the mother fuckin blog building!
awwwwwwwwwww there's so much love in the air...and it is aimed at her...;) yay for you and her.

K-Dub said...

Aww, you must really love your girlfriend a lot. I'm sure she loves you too, if not MORE. And I'm sure nothing will stop the endless love you have for eachother. So, good luck with that.

P.S. Nice blog by the way :)

ily <3